I will just write what I like to write so I might feel better after that.
Since when I last touched blog.? It been for months.!
Actually I do not know why do I still want to edit it and post it.
But I guess is cause of you. Cause you remind me of those funny things we had done.
I remember how we really used to be that close - more than a friend not yet a lover. -
I seriously miss those days. Although those days were short, but it left a deep memories to me.!
Remember how 'sweet' we are, 'flinging' around with each other, hanging out with each other.
Those days were seriously awesome.! I do not know how you felt about that, but one thing I know is that I enjoyed it with you around.!
I did not realize how much I do still care for you till the day I meet you recently. I do not know what kind of feeling was that. But I know somehow I do still care for you lots and I know I was totally lost in mind. My days were just 'funny', mood-less, and can't concentrate on things I am doing. May find it funny but these are the truth.
And I always remember how we communicate through blog at that time, was writing post using Morse code. I remembered how I used to blog about our stuffs by using code. 'L31|34.43.R22.L21|R31.L43.R21'.
Am I still living in the past, am I still dwelling in the past.? Maybe the fact is that I do still like the way we used to be. Or maybe the fact is . . . .
A smile will be on my face whenever I think of those times.
I want to be there for you.!