*/. PIGGY.WORLD ./*

./*name*/.-shhawnn yeo yi han.:
./*status*/.attached.to.E|aine.Tan-.**
.|*,SHE's the one i NEED.!.*|.



MYSELF! (:

-iLOVEmyself.
-iLOVEher.iMISSher.
-iNEEDher.iWANTher.
-HE is in love in with this girl.!
-Nothing gonna change HIS love for HER!
-HE's going to do everything within his limits.!
-HIS heart do only have HER. i'll hold on to HER as tight as i could and never let it go.
-i believed in fate.!


precious.BABY.''dream



iLOVEmy.|*,baby.GIRL.*|.



TAGBOARD!



THING HE WANT!

./*. blazer . */.
./*. C.K boxer . */.
./*. white skinny . */.
./*.a bag.*I.
./*.a lacoste shoe.*I.
./*.a white handkerchief.*I.


Reflection~

June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009



Let's play Tic-Tac-Toe





Friday, December 11, 2009

4:15 AM

currently playing back maple with baby.! hahas.!~ going to marry in maple soon le.!~
zzz i failed my prac3.1 today.! can go bang wall and die.! ni na ma.! don't want go for bike le narh.!
so sian.! these few days. hais better not say out.!
lalalas.! later going in malaysia again.! going there to catch new moon.! eat slack smoke play.!~ lalalas holiday life.!
i wan faster marry in maple.!~ so do in real life.!
you are mine.!
faste faster blog finish go maple.!!~ (:
iloveyoumorethenyouknow.!
ineedyoumorethenyouknow.!



Tuesday, December 1, 2009

2:31 PM

, HAHAS.USING MY PHONE TO BLOG NOW. SO HARD BUT FUN ZZZ LATER GOING FOR MY PRAC ONE LATER LOLS HOPE I DONT NEED TO GO BACK ANOTHER TIME FOR IT. TODAY EXAM... SECTION B FAIL CAN GO DIE. LATER I CANT GO POLY JIU GG SO BOARD NOW WAITING TIME TO PASS ONLY HAHAS,  ILOVEMYBABYGIRL MUACKS MUACKS



Thursday, November 26, 2009

9:56 AM

yawn.!~ so tired.!
just left few more days and my big big exam coming.!
prob is i haven even study finish everything.! one word. 'die'
soon will be moving house once again.!
everything gonna change once again.!
hais. i don't know how to plan for my time and everything anymore.
i got job. but i don't know which to work le.
change job jiu so mafan.! like fuck.! just work till i die better.!
cos my baby won't be working with me anymore.!
how i wish. but nvm.! (:
really don't know what to work.! both got good and bad.!
work both tgt i jiu totally no time for u.!
7am-10pm/10.30pm if i work both job.! oh that going to take my life.!
shall study as much as i could for these few days.
i don't know how things shld be done le.!



Saturday, November 21, 2009

2:02 AM

1 more plus weeks jiu my exam le.! how the hell am i going to pass.?
also didn't study that much for it.! alot to study lehhs.!! argh.!!
numbers of things is affecting my mood to study.!!
next month pay will be going to be like shit.!
nvm. at least it will be enough for me to go for a holiday in malaysia once again.!
ahlalalas. still haven even enroll for my bike.
don't know should be happy for it or sad for it.!
argh. forget about that 1st.! there's more impt things for me to do now.!

hais maybe soon my baby won't be working with me anymore.!
can you don't change and continue work with your pig.pig.?

believe what i said or not is up to you.
it's just words from the bottom of my heart.!

for god sake.!
can things just simply go smooth.!
i don't want any quarrel.!
i don't like, when you are right beside me i can't do anything.!
i can't kiss you, hug you, hold you, talk to you.!
just want things go according to what we said, what we plan.!
do you ever know how impt are you to me.?

i swear.
i will never want to leave you.!
i will never do things behind your back.!
i will never stop loving you.!
i swear.

there's won't be any you or me.!
there's will only be US.!
i just want to walk to our future as we said.!
i got alot alot alot things need to do with you.!
i will need your whole lifetime to complete it.!
will you give your whole lifetime to me.?




Friday, November 20, 2009

10:19 AM

girl.>
were you really surprised?
were you speechless.?
no.you heard it right.
i said i wanted to break up.
used to be under your spell,
like an innocent sheep.
why am i able to get back at you all of a sudden.?
you know.?
boy>
probably i should self-reflect,
shouldn't speak anymore.
me being the one who is abandoned by you,
deserve this.?
if i've been a bad sheep-farmer.
can you let me,
try once again. hold you once again.
girl.>
looking back, being with you
has never brought me any happiness.
boy>
too much hate doesn't lead to anything.
bringing up the past is only suffering.
girl.>
i suspect that if i continue to be with you,
there will not be any happiness.
boy.>
hurt by me. who have let you suffer.
girl.>
just set me free,
all my work has been for nothing.
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song.?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer,
why don't i just break it off now.?
boy.>
please come back, don't go.
don't just leave me like this.
too much hate doesn't lead to anything.
bringing up the past is only suffering.
girl.>
i suspect that if i continue to be with you,
there will not be any happiness.
i don't have the strength,
let's not linger any longer
just set me free,
all my work has been for nothing.
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer,
why don't i just break it off now.?
girl.>
lalalas. lalalas. lalalas.
boy.>
breaking up with the best intention
girl.>
the one who sings can't help it.
if it is so difficult to move forward
just set me free
all my work has been for nothing
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer.
why don't i just break it off now?


girl.>
si fau han ging nga gong bat chut suet wa
moot choh ngoh si suet nei seung fan sau ma
chang kap nei sun fook dak jau jeung min yeung
hoh gaai wooi faan ngaau nei yat ha nei ji ma.
boy.>
ye xu gai fen qing bu ying zai shuo hua
bei fang qi de wo ying you ci bao ma
ru guo wo ceng shi ge huai mu yang ren
neng fou zai rang wo shi yi xia bao yi xia
girl.>
wooi tau mong boon nei jau
chung loi mei chang hang fook gwoh
boy.>
hen tai duo mei jiu guo wang shi chong di shi she mo
girl.>
ha boon saang pooi jue nei
waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
boy.>
bei wo shang rang ni tong
girl.>
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo cho
bat yue ji gei chan sau got poh
boy.>
hui tou ba bu yao zou bu yao zhe yang li kai wo
hen tai duo mei jiu guo wang shi chong di shi she mo
girl.>
ha boon saang pooi jue nei
waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
moot yau sam bit joi toh
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk min keung ya fan do bat doh
bat yue sam moh do sut poh
lalalas lalalas lalalas.
boy.>
hao xin fen shou mei jie guo
girl.>
hoh ji goh je ya noi hoh
naan ngaai jau mo wai joi toh
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo choh
bat yue ji get chan sau got poh



Thursday, November 19, 2009

11:20 AM

hais.! soooo bored.bored.bored.!! study study study.! work.work.work.! don't know all my note gone to where.!
just few more days jiu exam le.!~ ahlalalas. goodluck you me myself and i.
going for school le. hais.


isjustthatyouwantordontwant,
everytimehimhimhim.
orishldsayismememe.
igettingrealfucktubofthat.



Wednesday, November 18, 2009

9:32 AM

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNI
MY.BABY.GIRL.
16TH NOV 2009
what the fuck.!~ ahlalalas.
early morning pissed off with the fucking next house.! drill drill drill.! ni na ma.!
so sian.! exam is just few days more.!~ god bless i able to pass and move on to poly.!
i left with not much time.! hais.!
exam faster over lehhs.!~ going to spent all my time studying.!!
sian.! this month work so less.!
less work = less money = less shopping = less spenting = less eating = fuck tub.!
argh.!! i want to do so many things. all i short of is fuck hell MONEY.!!
this my life. what to do.!!
i want to save save money le.!!
want to buy a phone next month.!~ everyday 10buck 10buck slowly save up to buy the phone.! =x
just nice to buy a phone if everyday save 10buck.! lalalas.!~ don't need smoke don't need eat.!~ maybe can consider.!~ lalalas.!
hais my bike... ... whatever.! that's not so impt to me for now.!
study.study.!!~ i don't want see my future gone in my hand.!!

thinkingalotofthings.
wanttoaskbut
thinkbetternot.
ifnotlaterquarreloveritagain.
ahlalalas.!fuckthisemotion.