iam just too busy. waiting for nothing

2011-04-08T02:20:00.004+08:00

100percent no one will come to this site.
I will just write what I like to write so I might feel better after that.
Since when I last touched blog.? It been for months.!
Actually I do not know why do I still want to edit it and post it.
But I guess is cause of you. Cause you remind me of those funny things we had done.

I remember how we really used to be that close - more than a friend not yet a lover. -
I seriously miss those days. Although those days were short, but it left a deep memories to me.!
Remember how 'sweet' we are, 'flinging' around with each other, hanging out with each other.
Those days were seriously awesome.! I do not know how you felt about that, but one thing I know is that I enjoyed it with you around.!

I did not realize how much I do still care for you till the day I meet you recently. I do not know what kind of feeling was that. But I know somehow I do still care for you lots and I know I was totally lost in mind. My days were just 'funny', mood-less, and can't concentrate on things I am doing. May find it funny but these are the truth.

And I always remember how we communicate through blog at that time, was writing post using Morse code. I remembered how I used to blog about our stuffs by using code. 'L31|34.43.R22.L21|R31.L43.R21'.

Am I still living in the past, am I still dwelling in the past.? Maybe the fact is that I do still like the way we used to be. Or maybe the fact is . . . .

A smile will be on my face whenever I think of those times.

2010-07-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

i have not been posting any for days.
somehow i am pretty busy.!
today, finally finish up one project. and i left with one more to go.!
and i will need to start preparing for my EXAM.!
it is not early to start anything.!

when will i able to get things done well seriously.?
felt so abashed on what i am doing.!
time to start things seriously.!

am i playing with it or am i serious in that.?
god knows. give me that one ans will you.?

do not be like one of them.
totally absurd.

2010-07-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

here i am.!~ woke up late today. and i had missed my maths lesson which is so impt.! just managed to go for the peee lesson.! which i did nothing much in there.
i am about to finish my maths project. but but but. i do not know am i right or wrong.! -.-
all my project all seems to be 90% completed. all still need to touch up.! argh.!
thinking should i go back to school tml to complete everything i need to complete.
solo bookworm.!* -.-
that's bored.!

today just went to buy a calculator and a dictionary to read.! due to some bitch.!
so bad about it.! it's ok.! me myself and i to blame.! hahas.! whatever.!
study.study.study.!! exam coming soon.!!
dota.dota.dota.!!

never take things for granted.!

I've been a nice overhead bridge for you.!

2010-07-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

argh.!! i am so bored.!
trying to sleep but just can't get into my sweets lala land.!
feeling hungry now.! hahas.
just so standard, every night is a sure that i will be hungry.!

i still have tons of project to do. someone please give me a helping hand.! i need it so badly.!
just none of them is doing anything.! so do i. =x asking them to do it will be like. . .save it not going to say on that.! so bad.! =x

and i still need to study study study for my major exam which is coming up soon.!
that is what i call stress.! is when i am doing nothing and i am saying so much here.! hahas
whatever it is.! 'cause i am working out on it.!

someone date me out for movie can.?! ):
i got lots of movie want to watch.! ):
and and i feel like going to eski bar.!
anyone feel like going there too.?! ):

sad life.!

2010-07-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

back to blogging.! after days of 'studies & project'.
what am i doing nowadays. i can just sleep on the MRT even when i am standing.!
i am just too busy.! and i am just too stress.! which i made it all up by myself.!

today.TODAY.! just not my day at all.!
do not want to say much about it. just cause of the DSB/POSB system got glitch or something like that.
never mind tml will always be a better day.!

project project.! left one or two more to go.! tml will hand up one of the project.!
and today.! another mini project is coming up.! i'm being FORCE to STUDY.!

what actually do i want to do now.? i also don't know.! am i like taking each step day by day.
that is something which have to be change.! but where do i start from.! maybe i am just kind of stupid. rubbish is always up in my mind.!

just need a house.! come on. make it fast.!
and i will have all the freaking freedom.! hahas.!

2010-07-02T16:28:00.001+08:00

get back my PEEE paper.!
overall result.
SPROG - 88
maths - 82
DE - 83
PEEE - 79

was surprised to have 79 for my PEEE. i thought i was going to just pass it only.! happy happy.!~
but there is still more to study.! i have been studying 7days in a week.!
being force to study by that stupid school of mine.!
have so many stuffs need to be complete.!
day by day. minus one by one.! hahas
today DE have been kick out of my list. and is like i finally able to complete it.!
somehow thanks to 'blah.blah' her friend.! which i do not know the name.!

so many movie i want to watch.!
eclipse, toystory3, blood pledge, 9 temple, ong bak.
but cannot be seeing it alone. hahas
of cause that will not happen.

i'm going on a saving mode.! for what purpose, myself also do not know.
ever since after i spent 100 in Singapore pools. i had already have this saving mode in my mind.!
and recently i had also been cutting down my ciggy. don't know why suddenly got such 'changing in mind' hahas. maybe the book.? maybe. . .

i want to go to the bookstore once again.! to look for new book.! maybe shall find a thicker book.
those which will able to read up to months. that's just a joke. -.-

have this 'mind changes' which is, i will want to study everyday.! every now and then.
tml shall head down to popular and get those stuffs i need for it. and there goes my study plan.!
i seems to have a number of things need to buy. BAG and blah blah blah. but since i'm in the saving mode. therefore i will only get the stuffs which i really need.!

journey started.!

its all by myself.

2010-07-02T00:15:00.001+08:00

today got back SPROG paper.! got 88 for it.!
guess what.! i lose to a guy again.!
each subject i lost to him by +-10marks.

i want to be in the first even for a moment.! hahas
tml will be getting back PEEE.!
hopeless for that.!
wish me all the best.!

i'm too tired to blog.!
heading to toilet and off to bed.!

p.s iloveyou

2010-07-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

guess this will be a good piece of news.!
i got 82 for my maths paper.!
i did not really expect much for that paper. as i know number of it i do not know how to to it.
just quite surprise by that.
tml will be getting back SPROG paper. for that actually i got more confidence in it.!
but usually for such case, mostly sightly the paper you will flunk it.!
tml i will get to know.! hurry hurry. time pass faster slightly. although no matter what time will always still be 24hours per day.!

went in to Malaysia today after school. spent my whole noon and evening over there.!
sushi over there doesn't seems able to make it compare to Singapore. just just having my whole time being happy.!
funny thing. just a bread. my tears went down rolling. =x
just the kind of care i felt ever since donkey of years.!

i do not know how to start off which this therefore, it is here.

To you,
there's not a need for you to worry about what are we or so. 'cause i do not care whether who am i to you now. whether am i just a substitution, your boy, friend or whatever you can name of. that is fine with me, just as long as you are happy with what you are doing.! you need people to be by your side then i will be. you need a listening ear there i will be. i know how good things could be and how worst things can go. no matters which of it happen, i guess i do know how to handle my emotion well enough. so if anything, not to worry to shoot it right into my face. i know i won't be the kind of guy you are looking for. but it doesn't matter to me. 'cause just as long as i'm able to see that you are really happy that will be good enough. (:
if these will be a crap of what-so-ever to you then just forget reading this part here.! (:
let me know i will remove. (:

even the sky fall,
i am still who i am.

2010-06-30T00:38:00.003+08:00

there's sure someone who will be reading my blog.! just that i do not know.
whatever it is. hahas. enjoy it if you do.

got back my 'DE' result. happiness or disappointment.? i do not know also.
83 for that. whatever it is also. it's just a paper. so should be happy for not doing very badly. hahas.
tml will be getting back my maths paper. sure a disappointment to me.!
saying that ' do not expect too much, therefore nothing much will disappoint you.'
but i LOVES maths. therefore there's will be a amount of expectation to it.
pray pray -*god bless* - =x

'ni na ma'.! tml lesson starts at 0800. and now is already 0045. how am i suppose to be awake on time and be in school on the dot.!

once again will be in Malaysia tml.! eat and eat and eat.! there's what i can do.!
but i'm in the process of losing weight.! but never-mind, exercise come after eating.! hahas.

i love my life.!~
i love what i am doing now.!~
except for not working and being ABIT lazy.!~

2010-06-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

The iPhone 4 sells for 199 dollars in the United States for the 16 gigabyte model and 299 dollars for the 32GB model.

interesting news early in the morning.! i want to get an iPhone.!!
just an idiot who always waste money.! so just, whatever.!~~

2010-06-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

actually there was a post came before this. too bad that was just left it in the draft page.
forget about that.

to be exact i lost a total of nearly $100 to Singapore pools last week.! ):
and i just lost a bet in soccer.!
nothing but just all the negative news.!
and cause of that, i am suffering now.! which is 'everyday will be APPLE day.'

school starts today.! and and and. PROJECT once again to complete.!
that's giving me HELL. lucky enough i had just complete 2 of it.
early in the morning, on the first lesson i was shock with the result.
nothing much but shock.
whatever. not the end of school life. no the final result anyway.
nothing much to compare about it. 'cause what over is over.
just some people out there didn't know why, so . . . . not to say so much about it.
making myself feel so mean.

finally after years, i pick up a book to read.!
'SHUT UP. STOP WHINING. AND GET A LIFE.

not a bad book. just done read 1/4 of it.

"don't do what you feel uncomfortable.
'cause that do not bring you far in life.
find what's that you love doing it."

feel like going to eski bar.(on dutch)
don't be shy to be drunk.
'cause i'm just kind enough to leave you there and pick you up the next day.!
anyone interested in it just ring-ring me.!

只不过要你快乐。

2010-06-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.! miss by one number once again.! wed like this. today also like this.
tell me that tml won't be the same.!
ah le lu ya.! spent 100bucks just on Singapore pool.! hahas.! just feeling rich.! =x my one week money just boos. gone like this.! never-mind trying again tml.! hahas.!
'NEVER GIVE UP'.!

spent my whole day busying doing nothing.! what can i do beside that.!
actually there is number of things i should be doing. but there is one thing which keep stopping me.! simple to say, it just my 'laziness'.! cannot blame me for that.!

you're being miss.ed by me

2010-06-25T14:28:00.003+08:00

spending my whole day at home as usual.
and i haven had my breakfast nor lunch.
|*hungry hungry*| - anyone want date me out for lunch.? =x

play my guitar and write suicide notes.
feel like coming up a new code once again.! hahas
that's sickening i know.

i shall go think of something new about it and continue to post.

what's the current status.?

2010-06-25T03:00:00.002+08:00

so into blog nowadays. also don't know why.?
slept for the 16hours.! but still felt so freaking tired now.!!

so nice of singapore pool. made me lost 67bucks within 2days.!
1st of all to blame is LISA. giving me stupid number which didn't open.!
to LISA - " if you are seeing this. then ya iam BLAMING YOU right now.! " hahas
don't be too serious.! =x
maybe will open on this coming sat huh.? shall give it another try on it.!
that will be another 20bucks. hahas.
dear god, just let me win this time round.!

woke up around evening and rush down to payalebar to meet up with my gf.
head down to simlim square/tower to buy some component. but most of the stall are close.! wasted a trip down. but its ok anyway.! hahas
had our dinner somewhere there and blur blur went down to singapore flyer. slack slack over there and then home sweet home.!

lots of project left undone. what the hell.!! i have all the time in the world. but i had spent all my time being lazy.!

till now my motor is still halfway thru. never-mind before some day it will be completed.! hahas

school re-opening next week.! that means i got more work to do.! more work need to be complete.! ah le lu ya.! god bless.!

2010-06-23T01:24:00.002+08:00

i don't know.! i don't know.! i don't know.! i don't know.! i don't know.!

2010-06-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

please change your mindset.! you're not getting any younger.! even you don't bother to care about yourself. but please spare a thought for others around you.!

had this sudden urge to blog today.! once in a blue moon i guess.? hahas.
and i have this urge to cut my hair again.! any idea what should i cut this time.?

things always have been in the same way.! nothing changes.
why am i always in this state.? can't my life just have something more happening.?
where shall i start from and where is the end of it.?
how can i quit smoking.? hahas.shity things which burns my money.!
there's just some words stuck in my mouth. which will never be able to speak up.
and why is everything always halfway done.?
i want to get myself a book.! hahas.! shall head down to a bookstore tomorrow. what a joke.!
always dreaming of unrealistic stuffs.!

recently just started to pick up guitar. eventually just one day ago. hahas
my daddy just bought me one. not easy huh.!
practice makes prefect. but there's nothing perfect in this world. therefore, is there a need to practice.? hahas.! "demoralize quote."

what the hell am i.? always being in this way.! things just not the way i wanted.! why i am always like this.? who to blame.? 'me.myself.and i' i guess.!

if only things can be change.

2010-06-19T03:03:00.002+08:00

finally change everything.! still need to change here abit there abit.! hahas
and is after sooo long since i last post something to it.! kinda a dead blog.!
anyway also no one will be looking to this dumb blog.! hahas! just speak out what i feel like.! just like a dairy to me.! hahas

2010-02-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

lalalas.! need to wake up at 5+ tml.! need reach dover HQ at 9am.! sooo early. zz
how am i suppose to wake up.? maybe i should not sleep.! hahas. left like less then 5 hours only.! hopefully got 400bucks to get eh.! hahas.
last year is 400. this year increase can.? hahas
lalalas.! tml got baby breakfast to eat.!
such a long time i didn't eat till baby make de food.!
unless later baby say tired tired. can't wake up early to cook.! i jiu no breakfast le lohhs. when is baby don't want sleep early.!

that day you said you can't change for me.
but i believe one day you will.!
if the day will never reach,
then there's nothing i can do.
but of cause i wish the day will reach
just as soon as possible.!
ILOVEYOU.!

2010-02-02T00:02:00.004+08:00

it's bored.! this coming wed and thus need go to ITEdover HQ. and it is early in the morning.!
left 12days to CNY. no special mood this year.!
aiya also don't know what to blog now.!

how i wish i am in coma now.!
1week 1 month 1 year.?
hais. although i don't like it but. . . i can't and i won't said a word about it.
since you already said you won't and you can't.
then let it be. will just be my problem.
just remember no matter what will happen, me, you, or any others things.
i always love you.!
everything will just be alright.
she'll just be there for you.!

am i bad.?
am i selfish.?
am i heartless.?
i can't but. . .?
what can i do.?
is that all i can think of.?
aren't there others better.?
is that what i need to do.?
just no matter what.
just want you to remember this,
i always love you.!

2010-01-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

.-SAT.-
went for a hair cut.!
it's like finally cut my hair till very short and neat.! hahas.!
sit at the shop for 1hour just to get my hair done.! hahas.
planned everything for the whole day.! in the end my baby have to work full shift which means 11pm then she end work.
so came up with another.
went to watch movie -daybreaker- with 2 other couple.
hahas went to see at around 2am and end at around 4am++
take a night bus back.! hahas.

today sleep till shiok shiok but iam still so tired.!
wake up around 4pm. rush down to boonkeng meet mybaby and we went down to her daddy de mama house.! hahas.! ate our dinner there and
home sweet home.!

no matter what i will be by your side.
don't get angry with me.!
i'll always be there for you.!
iloveyou mybabygirl.!

2010-01-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

hahas.! can i said today is a happy day for both of us.?
not really today. just the night time only.! and its going on in this way.!
babygirl.! iLOVEyou.! don't ever don't ever let such things happen on us again.!
no matter what i will be there.!
hold on to my hand and we will walk to the future.
FUTURE OF YOU AND ME.! just you and me.!

tml i going to cut a new style of hair.! it going to cost me 60buck for that.!
zzz nice or not i still don't know hahas.
try le i will know.! (:
babygirl.! tml i will be the planner u will be the follower beside me.! hahas.!
if i tml cut till very ugly i jiu don't want see till you le.! ugly ugly later you laugh.! :(

remember its only YOU and ME.
Elaine Tan Li Jie and Shawn Yeo Yi Han

2010-01-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

i have to go dover ITE HQ on the 3rd and 4th feb.
3rd feb - academic performance award.
able to bring max. of 2 guest.
to think of it, i remember you once said before you will be there to see me take prize provided when you don't have any exam or what on that day.
but that day you said you only able to come fetch me only.
anyway thinks no one will be there for me also bahhs.
4th feb - graduation ceremony.

hais.
i doesn't seems to be my ownself anymore.
i'm losing myself, i just can't get it why.
i always did the same thing over and over.
i always just made you sad.
i'm sure i even hurt you.
why is it so painful to touch you.?
surely it's because i was scared.
even if tomorrow your feelings are far away
i'll still love you without fail.
even if tomorrow you can't see me.
i'll still love you without fail.
i love you so much.
everytime i count the nights without you.
my heart yearns for you.
no matter how far apart we are.
i want to stay smiling like this.
please look only at me.
please don't let go of my hand.
please stop all these.
i will walk together, the future not promised
it keeps walking together, to future in which you are.
no matter what i'm still sure that i will not give up of let go.

there's no more.s

2010-01-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY babygirl.! (:
spent it at malaysia.! 3D2N. although we did nothing much over there. but is like i just want to be with you.

good new - i got COM.!
bad new - i got fired.!
no job now. totally no money now.
even at our anniversary, also don't know what happen to us once again.
i felt that you don't feel happy being with me. i felt that "break off" is always hanging at your lips. maybe i'm right maybe i'm wrong. just felt that way.
at times i don't know what to do.! feel so lost.!
your msn pm - i can't say i love you but i can't say i don't.
your msn pic - nothing to do with us.
your facebook pic - so do it nothing to do with us.
your facebook relationship status - it's complicated
i can't get to know anythings. neither do you let me know anythings.
how a boyfriend will feels.? hais nvm. is you don't know do you still love me or not or.?
i is don't want you to play pool, i is don't want you to contact him. but i didn't stop you from doing it.
things can't be the way which it used to be anymore le bahhs. it only can be in my wishes.
tonight won't be a good night once again.

just feel so lost in the moment.
who can i speak up to.
who can change everything back for me.
who can stop all these.!!!!

2010-01-11T20:26:00.003+08:00

i'm back to blog.!~ as i promise mybaby to blog.!
don't know why you want me to blog.! hahas.
blog dying soon.! 1month ++ didn't do anything to it. lols
2weeks i have not been working.!~ super slack slack.!
but my money also shiok shiok ah.! lalalas
next 2 weeks need to work like hell.! just to earn a 500. zz
8days of work will do.! lalalas
i really really looking forward this friday.
although to you might be just an another normal trip to there.!
but to me its not.! you will know why when you get there.!
lalalas.!

babyihopethosehavealreadystop.
andwillneverhappenagain.
iloveyoumybabygirl.!

2010-01-11T15:13:00.003+08:00

i LOVE my babygirl.!
i got less then 5 min to blog.! so i cant say much or do anything.!
hahas.! waiting for the day to reach.! few more days to go.! lalalas.!
pancake chicken rice blah blah blah. movies.!~ lalalas.!~ more to come.!~
is more then that.! hahas.!

let me see hope.!

2009-12-11T04:15:00.003+08:00

currently playing back maple with baby.! hahas.!~ going to marry in maple soon le.!~
zzz i failed my prac3.1 today.! can go bang wall and die.! ni na ma.! don't want go for bike le narh.!
so sian.! these few days. hais better not say out.!
lalalas.! later going in malaysia again.! going there to catch new moon.! eat slack smoke play.!~ lalalas holiday life.!
i wan faster marry in maple.!~ so do in real life.!
you are mine.!
faste faster blog finish go maple.!!~ (:

iloveyoumorethenyouknow.!
ineedyoumorethenyouknow.!

2009-12-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

, HAHAS.USING MY PHONE TO BLOG NOW. SO HARD BUT FUN ZZZ LATER GOING FOR MY PRAC ONE LATER LOLS HOPE I DONT NEED TO GO BACK ANOTHER TIME FOR IT. TODAY EXAM... SECTION B FAIL CAN GO DIE. LATER I CANT GO POLY JIU GG SO BOARD NOW WAITING TIME TO PASS ONLY HAHAS, ILOVEMYBABYGIRL MUACKS MUACKS

2009-11-26T09:56:00.002+08:00

yawn.!~ so tired.!
just left few more days and my big big exam coming.!
prob is i haven even study finish everything.! one word. 'die'
soon will be moving house once again.!
everything gonna change once again.!
hais. i don't know how to plan for my time and everything anymore.
i got job. but i don't know which to work le.
change job jiu so mafan.! like fuck.! just work till i die better.!
cos my baby won't be working with me anymore.!
how i wish. but nvm.! (:
really don't know what to work.! both got good and bad.!
work both tgt i jiu totally no time for u.!
7am-10pm/10.30pm if i work both job.! oh that going to take my life.!
shall study as much as i could for these few days.
i don't know how things shld be done le.!

2009-11-21T02:02:00.006+08:00

1 more plus weeks jiu my exam le.! how the hell am i going to pass.?
also didn't study that much for it.! alot to study lehhs.!! argh.!!
numbers of things is affecting my mood to study.!!
next month pay will be going to be like shit.!
nvm. at least it will be enough for me to go for a holiday in malaysia once again.!
ahlalalas. still haven even enroll for my bike.
don't know should be happy for it or sad for it.!
argh. forget about that 1st.! there's more impt things for me to do now.!

hais maybe soon my baby won't be working with me anymore.!
can you don't change and continue work with your pig.pig.?

believe what i said or not is up to you.
it's just words from the bottom of my heart.!

for god sake.!
can things just simply go smooth.!
i don't want any quarrel.!
i don't like, when you are right beside me i can't do anything.!
i can't kiss you, hug you, hold you, talk to you.!
just want things go according to what we said, what we plan.!
do you ever know how impt are you to me.?

i swear.
i will never want to leave you.!
i will never do things behind your back.!
i will never stop loving you.!
i swear.

there's won't be any you or me.!
there's will only be US.!
i just want to walk to our future as we said.!
i got alot alot alot things need to do with you.!
i will need your whole lifetime to complete it.!
will you give your whole lifetime to me.?

2009-11-20T10:19:00.002+08:00

girl.>
were you really surprised?
were you speechless.?
no.you heard it right.
i said i wanted to break up.
used to be under your spell,
like an innocent sheep.
why am i able to get back at you all of a sudden.?
you know.?
boy>
probably i should self-reflect,
shouldn't speak anymore.
me being the one who is abandoned by you,
deserve this.?
if i've been a bad sheep-farmer.
can you let me,
try once again. hold you once again.
girl.>
looking back, being with you
has never brought me any happiness.
boy>
too much hate doesn't lead to anything.
bringing up the past is only suffering.
girl.>
i suspect that if i continue to be with you,
there will not be any happiness.
boy.>
hurt by me. who have let you suffer.
girl.>
just set me free,
all my work has been for nothing.
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song.?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer,
why don't i just break it off now.?
boy.>
please come back, don't go.
don't just leave me like this.
too much hate doesn't lead to anything.
bringing up the past is only suffering.
girl.>
i suspect that if i continue to be with you,
there will not be any happiness.
i don't have the strength,
let's not linger any longer
just set me free,
all my work has been for nothing.
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer,
why don't i just break it off now.?
girl.>
lalalas. lalalas. lalalas.
boy.>
breaking up with the best intention
girl.>
the one who sings can't help it.
if it is so difficult to move forward
just set me free
all my work has been for nothing
the past years and months have not been spent joyfully.
boy.>
why sing this song?
breaking up because of resentment,
asking you if you can forgive me.
girl.>
if we must suffer.
why don't i just break it off now?

girl.>
si fau han ging nga gong bat chut suet wa
moot choh ngoh si suet nei seung fan sau ma
chang kap nei sun fook dak jau jeung min yeung
hoh gaai wooi faan ngaau nei yat ha nei ji ma.
boy.>
ye xu gai fen qing bu ying zai shuo hua
bei fang qi de wo ying you ci bao ma
ru guo wo ceng shi ge huai mu yang ren
neng fou zai rang wo shi yi xia bao yi xia
girl.>
wooi tau mong boon nei jau
chung loi mei chang hang fook gwoh
boy.>
hen tai duo mei jiu guo wang shi chong di shi she mo
girl.>
ha boon saang pooi jue nei
waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
boy.>
bei wo shang rang ni tong
girl.>
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo cho
bat yue ji gei chan sau got poh
boy.>
hui tou ba bu yao zou bu yao zhe yang li kai wo
hen tai duo mei jiu guo wang shi chong di shi she mo
girl.>
ha boon saang pooi jue nei
waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
moot yau sam bit joi toh
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk min keung ya fan do bat doh
bat yue sam moh do sut poh
lalalas lalalas lalalas.
boy.>
hao xin fen shou mei jie guo
girl.>
hoh ji goh je ya noi hoh
naan ngaai jau mo wai joi toh
ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
tung tung bat you ho gwoh
boy.>
wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
wei yuan hen er fen shou wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
girl.>
yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo choh
bat yue ji get chan sau got poh

2009-11-19T11:20:00.002+08:00

hais.! soooo bored.bored.bored.!! study study study.! work.work.work.! don't know all my note gone to where.!
just few more days jiu exam le.!~ ahlalalas. goodluck you me myself and i.
going for school le. hais.

isjustthatyouwantordontwant,
everytimehimhimhim.
orishldsayismememe.
igettingrealfucktubofthat.

2009-11-18T09:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNI
MY.BABY.GIRL.
16TH NOV 2009

what the fuck.!~ ahlalalas.
early morning pissed off with the fucking next house.! drill drill drill.! ni na ma.!
so sian.! exam is just few days more.!~ god bless i able to pass and move on to poly.!
i left with not much time.! hais.!
exam faster over lehhs.!~ going to spent all my time studying.!!
sian.! this month work so less.!
less work = less money = less shopping = less spenting = less eating = fuck tub.!
argh.!! i want to do so many things. all i short of is fuck hell MONEY.!!
this my life. what to do.!!
i want to save save money le.!!
want to buy a phone next month.!~ everyday 10buck 10buck slowly save up to buy the phone.! =x
just nice to buy a phone if everyday save 10buck.! lalalas.!~ don't need smoke don't need eat.!~ maybe can consider.!~ lalalas.!
hais my bike... ... whatever.! that's not so impt to me for now.!
study.study.!!~ i don't want see my future gone in my hand.!!

thinkingalotofthings.
wanttoaskbut
thinkbetternot.
ifnotlaterquarreloveritagain.
ahlalalas.!fuckthisemotion.

2009-11-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

so bored.! currently at school blogging.! need to study work study work.! so sian ah.!!
ytd just came back from a 4D3N holiday in JB. with mybabygirl.! shop shop eat eat slack slack sleep sleep.! (: baby wo hen kai xin wo yong you le ni.! there's more holiday to come.!~ lalalas.!
mybabygirl. i do enjoy every second being with you.!
thanks baby for everythings.! and thanks for the present you gave.! baby loves baby lots lots.! lalalas.!

alwaysrememberialwaysdoloveyou.

muacks.muacks

2009-11-10T08:42:00.003+08:00

just 3 more days will be my birthday.! finally i able to go enroll for my bike.! shit hell wait so long for this day.! so sian. exam will be on the 2nd and 3th dec.! and i have not even study a single shit.! hais. fuck hell can't have a proper life.! to have a simple house also don't have.! what the hell.! everything just so opposite of what i want.! argh fuck care about that. say so much also cant do anything.! JUST TWO MORE DAYS.!! i will be going to malaysia with baby.!
never once people did like this to me.! you're the first one.! babygirl you're my everything i need.!
don't always think of the negative.! don't ever say you will want to leave me.! don't give up on me.!
always do know that. your piggy always love you.! and will never leave you.!
we have many things to do in the future.! will we able to do it.? can we do what we say and thinks about our future.?

is there any angel seeing this.?
will wish come true.?
if it will come true then.
i wish
you will always be mine.!
we can stop all those stupid game.!
will have the future of us.!
ialwaysloveyou.!
ineverwanttoleaveyou.!
iwanttoholdontighttoyourhand
andneverletgoofit.!
NEVEREVERIWANT.!

2009-11-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

early in the morning go find mybabygirl.! pei her go for her prac. see le also wish i was in there.!~ nvm. real real soon i also will be in there.!!
whole afternoon wasn't a good afternoon.! and i wish. i pray. i hope. it will never happen again.!~
finally i get myself a helmet.! but i will get myself a nice nice one after i get my bike.!~ and i will buy the pink helmet just for you.!~ it's only meant for you.!
lets find time and finish our bike by jan.!~ lets pass out together.!~ lalalas.!~
i only left with 4 more days and i will be out of singapore once again.!~
i want to enjoy my days with only you and no other else to disturb.!~

babyiloveyou.!
i'llwalktothefuturewithyouthatwemade.!
i'llneverleaveyoualone.!
i'llalwaysbebyurside.!
andiwantyoutobealwaysbymyside.!

2009-11-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

lalalas.!~ sooo long since i last blog le.!~ sooo fast now is already nov.!~ and i will be going to be my birthday real soon.! will be going a trip to malaysia with my babygirl.!~ 1st time ever spent my birthday with baby.! =x hahas.! left with just few more days. like around a week.!~ i want a happy happy birthday spent with my babygirl.! (:
hohos. will be moving house once again.! this time don't know will be moving to where.! maybe just sleep by the roadside.! zzz
lalalas.!~ this sat might be going to buy a helmet.!~ lalalas. 16/11 go enroll for bike.!~
time please faster run and walk at 12/11 will do.!~ and that's the time to enjoy.!~ hahas.!
just want to spent everyday of my time with you.!~

hold me on tight and never let go.
walk together to the future.
till the very last breath of life.!
how i wish. ...
baby. iloveyou.!

2009-10-22T03:24:00.000+08:00

it's all about me from the start.!
i'm selfish.!
i'm wrong in everything.!
i'm nothing special.!
i'm poor.!
i've nothing.!
i'm a fucking attitude guy.!
i'm a unreasonable guy.!
i'm useless.!
i'm just no difference from others.!

2009-10-19T13:21:00.001+08:00

FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.!

2009-10-17T01:45:00.000+08:00

i woke up late today.!~ sorry baby didn't wake up on time.!~ late abit abit.!!
mybaby made a things with prata.hotdog.crabmeat.cheese.ham. nice.nice. and i ate till very full.!~
iloveyou baby.!!
tml going in JB again to shop shop.walk walk.eat eat.play play.! hellokitty also going.!!~ lols.
less then 2months will be my big big exam.!~ faster finish better.!!~
left left left with less then a month to my birthday.!~ lalalalas.!~ faster reach narh.!!~

iloveyoumybabygirl.!~
upanddown.highandlow.
happyandsad.walkthruwithme.
willyou.?

2009-10-16T03:13:00.000+08:00

happy 3rd month anni baby.!
iloveyou.!!

today went to school for a lunch. zz last time don't know where the whole class go without inform me at all.!~ like some idiot like that go school in the end no lesson at all.! after having that far far lunch. went down to taka to walk walk and work.
went to zara to shop shop. like don't need money de.!~ anyhow try anyhow buy.! lols. so in the end bought 2 shirt. my shirt here and there not roundneck jiu shi v-neck. see le also abit sian.!~ but i still bought a v-neck shirt. lols. iam lagging of a pair of fucking shoes.!~ cannot buy too good cannot buy too ex. later buy too good wear to work will be oh my god.!~ buy 2 shoes better. but like no point. everyday was like school work school work.
left with around 6weeks to my major exam.!~ ah.le.lu.ya. goodluck to me.!~ 'cause i don't know any single things yet.!~ and and and. left with 28days to my birthday.!~ and and and it will be FINALLY i can go take my bike license.!! rushing it in one month time.!~ lalalas.!~

amijusttooselfish.?
amijusttoosensitive .?
amijusttooun-understanding.?

i'llneverthinkofgivinguponyou.!
i'llneverthinkofleavingyou.!
justyoutocompletemylife.!

iloveyoumybaby.!!

2009-10-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

iam trying to blog everyday.!
lalalas.!~ back to school days now.! suprised i could wake up myself on time.! =x not really on time lahhs late around 30min only. that's normal.! real bored.!
after school babygirl come fetch me.!~ then we went to fantasy to drink and listen music.!~ lalalas.!~ after that cabby down to geylang to eat frog.!
YOURBABY CANT REALLY EAT SPICY YOU STILL DARE TO SAY AND LAUGH.!! humph.!!
after that bus-ed slack.slack
and here iam blogging.!

iloveyou.
ineedyoubymysidealways.!

2009-10-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

lalalas.!~ will try to blog everyday to prevent both my and mybabygirl blog to be rotten.!
work.work.and.work.! money still so less.and lesser.!
lalalas.!~ school starting in few hours time.! stupid shit.! left with only. 1month and 2weeks of school and i will have around 4-5months of holiday.!~ shiok shiok.!!
I'M NOT GOING TO PONTEN SCHOOL.!~ hopefully lahhs.! =x
i'm seventeen going on eighteen.! lalalas.! i left with 1month and 1day to MYBIRTHDAY.!!~ lalalas.!~ FRIDAY THE 13TH. godbless.!~ lalalas. what's there having on on my birthday.!~ i want something real special this year.! lalalas. oh.18 can take bike.!~ like no bike mood anymore.! lols.!
everything is already special ever since i have you.!
went-ed in to JB on thus and fri.! some cheap hotel also not bad de.!~ real cheap.! lols. just below got 7-11, walking distance to shopping mall.! and of cause best thing is. there have a bathtub.!~ sad is i only shop till a girl pant.! 1st time lehhs. ya.ya is a girl pant.!~ happy is at least better then nothing. when was trying the pant. almaka. so shy shy.! lols. was wtF. lalalas. too bad guys things so hard to shop.! shall rather shop for girls stuffs.!~ lalalas.! shop.shop.eat.eat. saw a movie 'beyond reasonable doubt' and back to singapore. sian.sian.sian.! lalalas.!~ malaysia money is not money.! lols=x
piggy is on a super holiday mood ever since the genting trip.!~ lalalas.!~
planning to going a holiday to thailand. going to thailand for their 'ahgua competition' mybabygirl say i SURE WIN de.! no harm go TRY HORS.!!
taiwan taiwan when is my taiwan coming.!!

babygirl.iloveyou
imarkallyourwords
don'teverletmeunmarkit.!

2009-09-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

double date in GENTING and i'm back in singapore now.! hais. i enjoy staying over there.! cos is with mybabygirl.! 24/7 beside me.! and it's the 1st time.! there's lots of first time over this trip within you and me.! planning to go another trip up there within this year if those slot meet my timing.! more more sweet sweet holiday will come.! hahas. i haven't enjoy finish my days over there.! sooo shiok lahhs.! BUT why time past so fast.! 4D3N just like that over.! one thing i know.! KL sucks.! people say there alot things to shop, very nice to walk. went there, OMG is like shit.! walk the whole shopping mall is like all photocopy shop.! and and and. their 'chiong' stuffs is like....... . stay in genting is so much more better.! don't mind spent my money just go up to genting and feel the coldness.! of cause must be with mybabygirl.! none others else but you.! i want to go again.! i want to be in genting with you. i don't want to be in singapore.!
might going up to genting within this year once again. BUT for sure is either will be in genting then taiwan or just going taiwan and cruise.! lalalals.! saving money and buhbye, there i come for sure.!

iMISSgenting.
iMISShavingyoubymyside.
iMISSthetimewespentingenting.
iMISSeverythingonthisgentingtrip.
iMISSyouANDiLOVEyou.

2009-09-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

some people say ' when day is getting nearer, time will be slower ' but for me, time is getting faster when the day is getting nearer. 'cause that will be the day iam going on a holiday trip with mybabygirl.!! and this will be the first time and there will be a second time, third time and so on.!! (:

i want to be the only one who you love.

i want to be the only one who you miss.

i want to be the only one who you care for.
i want to be the only one who you will need.
i want to be the only one who you will be with.
i want to be the only one who you always will think of.
iam scare of those words.
: ./babypig-babygirl/. :

2009-09-19T01:25:00.001+08:00

I'M ON SCHOOL HOLIDAY.! AND I GOING FOR A HOLIDAY.! LALALAS. hahas.!

2009-09-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI BABYGIRL.!
THANKS FOR YOUR RICE.! (: didn't know you will make for me.! (: xie xie ni.! iloveyou.!
i want it everyday to be like this.! and never end.! hahas.!
just left with 10days and i won't be in singapore.!~ going off to SWEET SWEET LOVE with mybabygirl.!
and left with less then 2months iam 18.! 1st 1st time i going/i want to spent it with you.! lalalalas.!~
always be there for me.! this pig will never ever want to fly.
ILOVEYOU.MYDEARBABYGIRL.MUACKS.MUACKS.MUACKS.!!

2009-09-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

it's going to hit 12hours.
what's the day today.!
and what are we doing today.!
second by second it had past.!

2009-09-09T09:56:00.000+08:00

ok back to blog.! I L O V E M Y D E A R B A B Y G I R L . ! ! counting down - 18 more days and we will be in genting.! eyes blink blink the day jiu will come le.! hahas. time like no need money fly fly like no body business.
and my bdae will be reaching soon.!~ =x lalalalals.!~ time fly faster somemore.!
i'm in my holiday mood.!~ got school like no school like that.! DIE DIE DIE.!!

2009-08-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

lalalalas.!~ last days of weekend to enjoy.!~ tml first day of work.! ahhas.! god.bless.all.of.us.! (:
lalalalas.!~ ILOVEYOU.MY.DEAR.BABYGIRL.! (:

2009-08-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

lalalas.! bored.! going to start working soon.! that means money.money.money.
lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.!
lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.! lalalas.! bored.!

2009-08-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

first of all. - i want to apologize to my one.and.only.BABYGIRL.! i'm sorry for what had happen this morning.!
second. - i got a job at taka. - Tori Q - .
oh. is like finally i will want to go work.! hahas.!
time time time fly so fast.! can it be faster.? lols.! is like faster fly to nov.? hahas time to die.! zzz

.i'msorry.
.iloveyou.
.imissyou.
.ineedyou.
.iwantyou.

2009-08-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

BABY.! happy one month anniversary.!
thanks for you sushi.!~ nice.nice.!~
iloveyou.!

2009-08-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

BABY.! happy one month anniversary.!
iloveyou.!

2009-08-15T01:47:00.001+08:00

testing

2009-08-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

hahas.! ytd was the 1st time going club. - double o - . and is go with my.BABYGIRL.! (:
thanks gordan for lending ic eh.! although don look alike lahhs.!=x lols.
but at least that help me in.! (:
only can blame i am a nov baby.! kns.!

don't keep make me jealous lahhs.!! xin yang yang de lehhs.!
you will make me blame more on my parent.! =x joking. lols
argh.! is only left with 3month and few days.!

nothing gonna change my love for you.!~ (:
iLOVe.myBABYGIRL.!
you're just the only one i need.!
woaini.! muacks.!~ (:

2009-08-06T01:34:00.001+08:00

you're with me everywhere i go.!

2009-08-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

prove you right. with all the wrong you thought.

2009-08-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

lalalalas.!~
I.LOVE.MY.BABY.GIRL.!
lalalalas.!~

2009-07-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

from the day i left you. i always felt something is missing in my life. till 16th july 2009, i found out that you are the one i missed all along.! and since now i have you.! i won't ever leave you again.! 'cause the feeling of missing something is not nice.! (: just want to stay by your side and hold you forever.!

baby.iloveyou.

2009-07-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

MY.DEAR.BABY.GIRL.
HAPPY.BIRTHDAY.!~
ILOVEYOU.!~

2009-07-24T16:04:00.001+08:00

myBABY said. ' I DONT MISS YOU ! '
hais.! :(

i'm not going to play with CODE ANYMORE.!!

2009-07-24T02:57:00.000+08:00

X04B10|T04PV0602|J|02P|J07|P0902F09|10P|1009FB10|
ZPV|1004F|01FT10

01B01Z|J|06P11F|ZPV|06P10T

2009-07-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

.lalalalas.I.LOVE.ELAINE.TAN.lalalalas

2009-07-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo tired these few days.! ever since school started i everyday just sleep either around 3-5hours/day or didn't sleep. lols. last few days having lots of fun lahhs.! everyday like that jiu shiok but i will die 1st.!
i want to buy a bag. a book. a white handkerchief. a lacoste shoe.! one fine day i will buy.! lols.

new code again.! hahas =x ' 09061517.071806 '

there is things i wish to know.
but i don't know how can i know.
i know how can i know.
but i don't dare to know.

0319.2522021902.15012323.09012502
03.0104.1925061517.1203162225.111820
03.21181125.17111820.0807.2118031116.25220319.0104.03.1203162225.1812.2012181116
0319.2522021902.20220125.03.20011125.03.011917.040719022309
2022031522.03.22011302.1118.011119.2518.0325
18112307.0309.03.150111.12020121.07180612.04031121
080625.03.15011125

03.23181302.071806

2009-07-11T14:29:00.001+08:00

v5..d5.v11.v10.d10..d2.v8.d7.d10..v6.d7.v8.v12.
.v12.d4.v1.d10..v1.v7..v5..d10.d4.v5.d7.v6.v5.d7.v4.

v12.v8.d9.d2.v10..v12.v8.d7.d10..d1.v3..v1.d1.d6.v3.
.d10.v8..v3.d12.d8.d6.v1.v5.d7..v1.d7.v13.d10.d4.v5.d6.v4.

2009-07-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

oh. someone said my is blog rotting. yours also ROTTING.! hahas.
first day of school after holiday.!~ new teacher. old teacher. blah blah blah. anyway they are good teacher. lols. left with only 6 months or less to go. and i will have damn 2 or more major exam.! sooo many things i will need to remember by then. i will do my best just to get what i need.!
others who don't think so or love me.neutral.hate me. then i shall tell you ' that's you own fucking prob. its got nothing to do with me. and i don't fucking give a damn to all these which will affect me. ' hahas (:
lalalalas.!~ what should i do.! sooo boreddd.!!~
i want to get a book to read.! some books which is meaningful.!~ it's time to spend some money on myself.!~ hahas.
or maybe anyone know out there. is there any books about code.?

m3j3-s3-p2-e2p3-s3-n2
my girl is in the next room.
sometime i wish is was you.

I'll think of every step of the way.
and i will always love you.

2009-06-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

lalalalas.!~ have been staying at home for the past few days.!~ one word to describe. -BORED-
just see finish 'Friday the 13" hahas. and feel like seeing 'Drag me to hell"
school starting in a week.! shag.! lalalalas.!~

for a king in a war. to give an order to retreat a mile back. it does not means that the king is giving in. but is just playing a smart way. -luring- by letting the enemy push a mile forward and by then the enemy have walking into a trap. then this the time to push them back all the way.
for a war like this. if is for a king to think. i bet he will say that the enemy king is just taking advantage of everythings he have.!*
so the king don't think that the enemy should win this war. or could say that the enemy is not worth winning this war at all.!*
but there's no war which is a sure win. there's nothing 100% or perfect.
of cause there's no one will want to lose a war. but by any chances the king lose this war. the king have nothing to regret. physically the king have lost the war. but there's 2 things which the king did not lose is the mind and heart.
but if the king win this war. the king will treat everyone so much more better then the enemy king. the king will be there for the people whenever they have problem.*
if happen the enemy have lost this war. the enemy king might just reflect on himself when he start to think well. and start to regret and it's too late. he might just declare another war.*
-edited- the king have 2 choices. is either withdraw this war now. or fight this war till the end and save the people out from the maze.! letting the people suffer inside the maze is not what the king want.! and withdraw out from this war is also not what the king want.! who got a better idea.?

* .just the way of the king thinking. might be correct. might be wrong. anyway there's no right or wrong.

v5..d6.v8.d11.v3..v13.v8.v11
no one wants to lose a war.

2009-06-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

ytd while lying on my bed, i was thinking about some stuffs.
while i was thinking, and playing with my nails. just suddenly i thought of a new code.!
in the end i am still unable to solve the thing i was thinking. zzz
actually i got some others new code. just that i didn't show out.! i find it ugly.!~ need to improve on those ugly de then blog out.! (:

think back i started using morse code. after then. some stuffs happened. then i felt that morse code everyone also able to read it. by using a translator over the net. then is like no different me using morse code or just write it in words. that's when i started creating my own code to use.!
it is somethings good. but somehow irritate people. hahas. =x
all thanks to LISA and my sister eh.! that's why i have my own code.! hahas.! (:

this the new code.!~ (: iLOVEnumbers.!~
-./ d3.v11.v2.v6..v13.v8.v11 /.-

sometime words are just simply words. but at times words are just not that simple as what you see and what you think. (:
why do people have the mindset of retreating when they should not. have they lost the war.? NO they haven't. but it'd end up giving the enemy a chance to be one step ahead of them.

nothing is impossible. therefore there's nothing that cant be done.
put our-self firm on our answer. what do we want to achieve.?
and 'NEVER GIVE UP' on things that we want to achieve.
no matters how tough the road is going to be.
no matters how hard you need to change to suit/flow with the road.
just do what it takes to achieve what we want. therefore we won't regret it even if we fail. (:

v5..d6.v8.d11.v3..v11.v8.v11
give it a try and put yourself one step ahead of everything.

2009-06-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

time flies.!~ sooo fast my holiday coming to the end.!~
left with less then 10days and school start.!~ boring.!~
i like didn't do much things in this holiday eh. and there goes my 5weeks.
good things happen. bad things happen.
blah blah blah.!~
life is like a war.! then -
what's the percentage of winning this war.?

lalalalas.!~
I need a little more luck than a little bit

2009-06-24T22:27:00.001+08:00

cute cute.? say i cute =x

ok. suddenly feel like blogging now.! and i somehow lazy to use code on it.! lols.
i feel like going ICE-SKATING.!
and i get my result today. overall 3.993/4.
i'm just too happy for my result.!~
left 5more months in ite.! and buhbye.!~ lols.

these few l14|11|r31|13 went l43|r21|14 with l34|31|r13|l11.
all i l24|11|r22|l21 to r13|l11|r31 is i am l24|11|44|44|r31 being r23|l31|r14|l24/r31|l43|r21.!~
l31/34|43|r22|l21/r31|l43|r21.
hope everythings will just happen the way i want.!

edited.*
read into your word. and reflected on what you have said.
to think back. yes, maybe i didn't cares much about how people feels when i do stuffs.
simple to say, example, those code on my blog. i might thinks that's cool, fun blah blah blah.
but did i ever think of others who is reading it.? they might just felt " what the FUCK.!? ".
although i think there's no wrong doing this. but it's just the feeling and thought of other people that i didn't cares.!
i'm sorry for those people who felt this ways.!

give and take
forever and forget

2009-06-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

lalalalas.!~ I'm l12|43|r12|l21|14. hahas.!~

2009-06-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

using new code to write.!~ un-crackable-code.!~ hahas.

yesterday, went to fetch l34|31|r13|l11 after l24|21|r12/l11|r14|14|l11|13|24|41|21|42|r14.
send l24|21|r12/l24|43|41|21, wait for l24|21|r12, bring the r13|l41|11|34|34/l33|31|14 down to l44|34|11|r31|l23|r12|l43|r21|l42|14.
lalalalas.!~ kuku l24|21|r12, go put the l33|31|14 on the void deck de l13|24|11|31|r12 then the l33|31|14 scared jiu just l44|l21|21~ like that. lols.
send the l33|31|14/l24|43|41|21. walk to the l12|12|r11/l44|31|r14 which is real l21|11|r12.! blah blah blah
send l24|21|r12/l24|43|41|21. blah blah blah. that's all for that day.!~ (:

take.cares of r31|l43|r21|12|13|l21|31|22.!~ (:
r13|l24|11|r23|l42/r31|l21|43/r31|l31/24|11|42 sayang sayang l34|31|r13|l11/23|43|24/r13|21/l24|r21|l11.
r13|l24|11|r23|l42/r31|l21|43/r31|l31/24|11|42
l34|43|r22|l21
l34|31|r13|l11/23|43|24/r13|21/l24|r21|l11

2009-06-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday went down to v3-m3-n1-p3m2-v1-j3-j3 with j3-m3-u4-v1.
meet up with j1-s3-e2-p3v1-s2-e1m2-e2-u3v2-e3 at there.
wait for s1-p3u4-m3-u4-n1-u3 to end work.
head down to v2-m3-m1v2-m3-u3-e1, have our dinner at v2-n2-m1-m3-u4.
went to v2-n2-m1-m3-u4u4-n1-u3-e2-e2-n1 then to m3-j3-n2-s1-v1 with j3-m3-u4-v1 and s1-p3u4-m3-u4-n1-u3.
walk awhile jiu take n1-u3-v1-m3-s2 back with j3-m3-u4-v1.
send m2-e2-u3m2-s3-s1-e2. blah blah blah. end of the day.!

a u1-m3-j3-j3-s3-p1 is something that will never j3-e2-v1-n3-e2 you every s2-m3-m1-m2-n1, unless you n1-m2-u3-m3-p1 it v1-p1-v1-p3.!~
i will v1-j3-p1-v1-p3-u4 be n1-m2-e2-u3-n2 for p3-s3-n2, whenever p3-s3-n2s2-e2-e2-e1 me.
lastly m3j3-s3-n3-e2p3-s3-n2. (:

2009-06-11T16:24:00.001+08:00

even though i tell it not to go,
even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this?
one by one, i count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't i even throw them away?
really, my heart must have done something somehow
it must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
i love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?
even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
you're always for from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't i erase it
my tears won't stop
i love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?
i try to comfort myself with the lie that i'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow
really my heart must have done something somehow
i must have gone crazy over his hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day
i must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me
can't you love me?

2009-06-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

m3-e3s3-s2-j3-p3m3v3-s3-n2-j3-e1u4-v1-p3m3j3-s3-n3-e2p3-s3-n2

사랑해요

2009-06-09T22:52:00.001+08:00

It's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl like this,
i want to place you in my embrace
It's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl like this,
i want to place you in my embrace.
your smile that is like the sunshine
your fragrance that is like the wind, your warm breath
your bright eyes, i like it
intoxicated in an armful of happiness
just in case this love will become a dream, or everything will disappear
i'll tightly hold your hand next to me
stay by my side forever
It's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl like glass,
it's an uneasy heart to me
It's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl like this,
i want to place you in my embrace
just looking at you, my heart flutters
seeing me like this, you always laugh
is this what love is? is this what happiness is.?
making me open my eyes every morning (you know)
everyday, my heart grows wider
just in case you won't be able to follow me, or that you'll lose the way
i tightly hold your hand next to me
stay by my side forever
It's a yearning heart, it's a yearning heart
even if you're by my side, i still miss you
hey, my girl like this,
i want to place you in my embrace.

2009-06-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

hahas.! since someone have cracked my code. then i shall create a new code.!! and is really a new new code.! hahas.

p3-s3-n2e3-n2-v3-j2-e2-u3

some goes to this.! anyone able to crack it let me know.! (:

m3j3-s3-n2-e2p3-s3-n2
사랑해요

2009-06-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

because I'm too stupid
i don't know anyone else but you
you, who is looking at someone else
you probably don't know how i feel
I'm probably not in your dream
probably don't have memories of us too
me, who is only looking at you
again and again the tears fall
i'm happy even seeing your back
although you still don't know my heart
in the end, you pass by me like the wind
the day when i miss you so much
the day when i won't take it
the word "i love you" dancing in my lips
once again, alone crying for you
once again, alone missing for you
baby i love you i am waiting for you
I'm probably not in your dream
probably don't have memories of us too
me, who is only looking at you
I'm making memories myself
love is like a beautiful scar to me
although i see your pretty smile
i can’t laugh with you
the day when i keep thinking about you
the day when my heart is cold and sad
the word "i miss you" dancing in my lips
once again, alone crying for you
once again, alone missing for you
baby i love you, I’m waiting for you
never say goodbye
even though i can't hold you like this
i need you i can’t say anything
i want you i wish again and again
the day when i miss you so much
the day when my heart is cold and sad
the word “i love you” dancing in my lips
once again, alone crying for you
the day when i keep thinking about you
the day when my heart is cold and sad
the word “I miss you” dancing in my lips
once again, alone crying for you
once again, alone missing for you
baby i love you, I’m waiting for you

2009-06-07T18:19:00.001+08:00

when i look toward you, a thought suddenly appears.
some day, i'll wait until the sky is clear
just as it was on the day you left
you will quietly return to my side
the you in my heart.
can you really never see me again?
i'm really such an idiot
you're the only one in my heart
you, who have eyes for someone else
you probably don't know how i feel
your day probably will not include me.
not even your memories
it's only me the one watching you
who is silently crying
watching the shape of ur back is a kind of happiness to me
even though to the very end
you do not understand my heart
when i want to see you
at times when i really cant bear it
the words "i love you" are always lingering on my lips
i am alone crying for you
i am alone missing for you
baby i love you,i'm waiting for you

2009-06-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

i feel like going ice skating. anyone free to join me.? don't know how to skate, then i will teach you how to. so anyone want to pei me go.? lols. and i also feel like going fantasy. anyone want to come along.? lols. i'm sooo free and bored.!~

when a guy is with a girl he likes, there's no such thing as " just because" there will always be a reason.

.-`-. / .-`-..`...-`..`-.-.`. / -`--- / .`...-`.`.-.`-.--`---`-.`. / -..`---`-.`- / .-`...-`---`..`-.. / -`....`..`-.`--. /

still trying to type fast on my new code.! learning learning.!~ (:
4`2-2`1-4`2-2`1-7`4 / 1 / 8`1-7`3-4`3-6`2-4`1 / 6`3-8`2-8`1 / 6`1-9`3 / 6`2-3`2-9`1 / 2`3-6`3-3`1-3`2 /

9`1-4`2-2`1-8`1 / 4`3-7`4 / 8`1-4`2-3`2-7`3-3`2 / 4`3 / 2`3-6`3-8`2-5`3-3`1 / 3`1-6`3

2009-06-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

oh. hohos. suddenly this come to my mind. new new new code.! and is really "MY" code le. lols.

4`3 / 5`3-6`3-8`3-3`2 / 9`3-6`3-8`2 /
some goes to this. anyone able to crack it. tell me.

2009-06-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

..`..-. / ---`-.`.-..`-.-- / .. / -.-.`---`..-`.-..`-.. / -.-.`.-.`.`.-`-`. / --`-.-- / ---`.--`-. / -.-.`---`-..`. /

2009-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

11 111-2-12-121-2-1-211 112-111-11-21-221 22-2122 21-112-22-2111-1-121 2121-222-211-1
11 22-11-111-111 2122-222-112 1211-222-2-111
11 1211-222-1112-1 2122-222-112 1211-222-2-111
1111-222-122 11 122-11-111-1111 222-21-1 211-12-2122 2122-222-112 122-11-1211-1211 2111-1-1211-222-21-221 2-222 22-1
11 12-22 1222-112-111-2 1111-222-1221-11-21-221 1121-222-121 11-2

2009-06-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

bored bored. thinking of changing my whole blog to "my" number code and Morse code. and it will be a code blog. lols. actually my number code i very easy de.! Maybe tml or tonight then i change it bahhs. hahas. Anyway, Morse code over the internet can find till it translator. So i think i write everything in "my" number code. so only people who solve it will able to read it. hahas. fun fun.!~ People out there, is there any other code i can learn.? lols. This might be the last post i writing in words bahhs. hahas. (:
is JUNE now.! half of the year have gone.! Few more months and i will be 18 and i will finish my ITE.!! And few more weeks i will know my result for the last term.! Hopefully is the result i want. If not... God Bless Me.

hohos. I'm too bored.!

when you are.-
./*DOWN*/. - ALWAYS REMEMBER there is someone willing to be your listening ears.!
./*SAD*/. - ALWAYS REMEMBER there is someone willing to be there for you.!
./*MOODY*/. - ALWAYS REMEMBER there is someone willing to entertain you.!
./*BORED*/. - ALWAYS REMEMBER there is someone willing to accompany you.!
./*ANGRY*/. - ALWAYS REMEMBER there is someone willing to let you vent your anger.!
./*there is someone out there waiting for you.!~*/.

1101211-222-1112-102122-222-112
If anyone of you able to crack this, tell me.!

2009-06-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

21 1 122 / 2121 222 211 1 / 11 / 22 12 211 1 / 1111 12 1111 12 111 /

2009-06-02T18:09:00.001+08:00

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2009-06-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-01T03:32:00.000+08:00

Think twice before doing ANYTHINGS. Don't ever do things that will make you regret in life. The feeling of that is hell damn not good.! it will just hunt you down every night.

2009-06-01T02:18:00.000+08:00

- ai yao zhe mo shuo chu kou.
- you dou shao ai ke yi chong lai.
- you yi zhong ai jiao zuo fang shou.
- tong ye bu shuo chu kou de wo.
- ke bu ke yi ai wo.

lols. 4 old songs 1 new songs.! hahas. think my chinese is correct bahhs.? correct me if i am wrong.!

2009-06-01T02:09:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-01T02:03:00.001+08:00

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2009-06-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

is a sat today.! and i am staying at home the whole day doing nothing beside using the comp doing nothing. search on youtube blah blah blah. sooo bored.!
nothing to do ah.!
there's something i want to tell you. but but. i don't know how. 'cause is like seeing something which you don't want people to see.! so is like...
sooo uncomfortable for me not to say.! so i think i use Morse code to write it out. if you are lazy to translate then you won't able to know what I'm saying. but if read it, then...

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2009-05-30T01:16:00.000+08:00

hahas. last days of school today.! i got 5weeks of holiday doing nothing but only studying for amath i think.? lols. targeting to take private exam for amath this coming dec.? don't even know i can make it mahhs.! left with like maybe around 6-7months or less to study the whole of amath. hopefully lahhs i can do it.! with help around.!
having 5 weeks of holiday.! what what what can i do ah.! lols. so boring life. all about studying and doing nothing. lols. someone please call me out to do something.! as and when should be not a problem. hahas.
i did something i should not be doing just now. maybe.? read some post on people bloggy. almaka. so bad. is a sin.!~ but all is 'cause i am just "hao qi" lahhs. don't blame me.! but if by anyway you'll able to know that i know then i here first say "SORRY" to you.! :( "bu yao guai wo"
can't know what really going on with you. but just think "POSITIVE" and stay "HAPPY" :)
and i don't think a person would call themself that. so..
not a bitch but a angel.

God Bless Everyone.!

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2009-05-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

i have been feeling so unwell the whole week. some stomach problem last few days and felt like vomiting the whole freaking day today.! what's wrong with me.!!! argh.! forget it. hopefully will be ok ASAP.!
for last few days, same still the same. like normal, went to school and back home.
suprisingly my lesson end 1hour earlier then normal. i'm nearer and nearer to my one month and one week holiday.!! today, after school went down to my brother school to settle some stuffs. and then suddenly joey msg me, ask me want to meet up. so i agree and meet her and lisa at compass. went to starbucks to sit. and slack.? lols. finally i buy the drink i wanted to drink after soooo long.! and around 4+ all gone.! lols. ( .-- .... .- - .. -.-. --- ..- .-.. -.. -.. --- ..--..)

freaking stress for amath. no time for me myself to slowly learn. 5months left to complete the whole book from now.! i don't think i have much time to waste anymore.! i need someone else to teach me everything about it.!! everything well plan but fail to achive it yet.! plans are able to change.! but i am lacking just the fucking time.!! all i need is someone really come and teach me fast.! can hire tutor. ya. but i don't want to. money is never a problem in studying. there's just too much reason for it why i don't want a tutor, but some people to teach me everything i need to know.! where the hell i can find these people.!! hopefully by this coming sunday i get all the ans to everything i need to know.! just waiting for this sunday to reach.! and i will know.! what's my next step of life.!~

God Bless Me

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2009-05-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

have a tiring weekend.!~
on sat. went to fantasy there to sing and drink with my friend and family.!~ reach there, saw till hong yee they all.!~ so qiao.!~ lols. sing, drink till 8 plus then go eat. and reach home and sleep around 12+.
and woke up at 8 to go city harvest.!~ lols. my brother put me aeroplane then in the end find my other friend who is there de. so we know new ppl there. after that. went home and perpare stuffs and went to my sister house to eat and overnight with friends. at midnight we got nth to do, so i asked them all go to a park there near by. used walk up, and is walking up a hill.!~ walk up see see then walk back down.! zzz lols. after that which is today, went to safra there play batmition and swim there. soooo tired. i going off to sleep now.!~

2009-05-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

hahas. finally i'm blogging again.!~ was lazy to blog again.!~ having lots of event this whole week.
i also forget what have i done. lols. only remember things like going to safar to swim, play pool, bowling, play batminton, bball, lots more. hahas. i going to have more and more event.!~
one more thing.! i finally started to study my Amath all by myself.! it's just killing my brain cell.!
but i think i manage to cope with it, solve it by myself.!! i'll slowly slowly study finish all.!~
finally see finish my prison break season 2.!~ sooo. handsome.!!~ lols.

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2009-05-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

hahas. today use 1/2 an hour just to remember those morse code. so i shall try it out by using it to blog.? hahas.

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hahas. interesting eh.? within a day i'm able to type out le.!~ hahas